Why love can be so hard sometimes. It takes 2 to love but love takes time to grow. I'm lucky to have her in my life. Yes.. My one and only girl. But I'm afraid I can't keep her happy. I'm afraid I'm the one who always hurt her. I just feel like dying sometimes. Will she leave me? Will ahe break up? Will she find someone better? These things go through my mind every now and then. What will I do if I lose her? Sometimes life breaks down on you.. You don't get much chances in life. I really apprecite her so much yet I myself can't aprrecite my own self. I know I can't be the perfect guy but I can try to be one. Yes i made mistakes at times. I become lazy and I also neglect her. But my heart for her will never change. I still love her so much.. Even if she leave me one day. I know I'll still love her more than anything or anyone in this world. I just hope she'll know that I'm serious and that no other girl and even my ex can change that. Yet sometimes I just feel down and got on one to turn to. I only got her left. If shes gone. I.. I don't know where I'll be but I know I can't keep her If she's always unhappy. Just so you know, I love you so much. I never love a girl so much.. I hope you still do...