~Never Ending~

Tiring

2011-11-17T20:40:00.002+08:00

What a tiring day today I have. Learn alot today at work but it seems like I still cant get some part of it. Maybe Im a slow learner or maybe... just maybe I'm not good enough. Whatever it seems, I'm working hard to get to the next level. Well, it seems like everyone around me is readily successful enough till I got pressured by it. How can you ever not be pressured when they are earning more than you. I guess money is not everything but money do make the world go round. Sometimes the thought of not having money scares the hell out of me especially when you have responsibilities and commitment. But I know God will provide. Without God we wont be here now.

Well, everyday is a hectic day for me but everyday.. almost everyday I get to see my baby girl. She's one the the reason why I wont give up easily. Another reason is my family who keeps supporting me in every way. Without them, Im a nobody. Sometimes in life we get push or pick on, but after awhile we know that life can make you a better person. Mistakes in life makes us grow. Growing to be a better person and maybe one day we can help others too. Okay enough of my philosophy.

Well, nothing much happen today but I did get to go everise. Talking about free time. Night I'm like a free man. But in the day, I'm stuck at work. Audit life is not what you expect. Gotta complete those assignments in a short period. Tough life but lets hope in the future it will be rewarding. Anyway, I'm off to do my stuff now. Until then. Good night!

Finally

2011-10-27T20:23:00.003+08:00

I've finally graduated. I wanna thank all my family and friends for supporting me throughout the year especially someone special. My baby girl, Tze Yee. I know my dad will be proud of me. Even though he's not with us, but i made his dream come true to get a degree and finally graduate. You'll always be in my heart, dad. I had a great time yesterday. I'm happy that I made my mom proud. One memorable day that I will never forget.

Anyway, I started work again today. Been busy with new assignments being assigned to me. Yet today I somehow made her mad again. I guess it was my fault for being so square headed and not look around for her instead I was just waiting there. I guess I can never change the past but I know I can change the future and will not do the same mistakes all over again. I may not be the perfect guy for her but I'll be what I can be and be the best for her. I really thank God for her and my mom as they were the ones who stand by me during my graduation. I'm so happy to have a family despite all the hard times I've been thru, they're there to back you up. I also thank God for my grandparents, who taken care of me since a baby till now. Even though they are old now, they still ask me how am I and especially my grandma who still cooks for me everyday.

In short, I love my family and especially her. Sorry for being such an ass at times baby. Loving you more and more each day takes my breathe away. <3

Secret Recipe to Life

2011-09-26T22:03:00.003+08:00

Finally I got the job that I have been waiting for. It may not be the best job in the world or the highest paid job in the world but it will do for now. A fresh graduate always starts from the bottom. That's where he will gain experience and climb the ladder to the top. It has always been one of my dream to start a company of my own. Maybe one day I will.. one day. I'll never ever lose hope. Its not easy but its not impossible. Working part time as a salesman is not easy job too especially when you need to travel around to shops asking to them to buy your products. I've experience many kind of jobs before. From selling stationary, to selling ice cream and ever selling sports equipment. I do admit that these working experience can be a very valuable in the future especially when you wanna have your own business one day. What I can see from my experience is that always treat your workers well so they will work extra hard for you.

A rainy night beats the lovely night. Yes, another rainy night after a hot afternoon. It's not fun to drive around when your aircon died down on you especially when its in the hot afternoon with the scorching sun trying to burn you. Plus I need to travel around in it as I need it for work as a salesman. My car was definitely hot alright. Hot enough to bake a cake if you can imagine. Talking about cake, I just got back from a lovely yet bitter night from Secret Recipe. Order Chocholate Indulgence as well as the White Chocolate Macadamia with complementary latte from Secret Recipe due to the Wow coupon. It was nice when you get to spend time with someone you love and cared for. Although there were not cheap. Its an experience to try cakes that we dont normally eat.

The night was cold yet I feel warm when I'm with her. Yes tonight may have been one of a bad night for us as I kind of mess it up. I wanted to draw portraits of her yet I'm just not good enough and alot of people were starring at her. I just feel so sorry. I didnt mean it to be like that. Just wanted her to surprise her with my drawings.

There are times I've been so childish till I forget there's many people around me. I never know what shame is until now. Yes I do feel ashamed at times but sometimes i just did it without knowing the consequences. I do find it hard to express my emotions. And yes, everyone at one time or another in their life may find it difficult to say how they feel.

I have a few problems that I need to counter. My Conflic Phobia. I am afraid of angry feelings or conflicts with people. Sometimes I just bury my head in the sand instead of addressing relationship problems. whats wrong with me. Can anyone show me how to overcome this?

Next is my Fear of rejection. Sometimes I do get scare and ending up alone that I would rather swallow up her feelings and put up with some abuse than take the chance of making anyone mad at me. I'm just so weak at this. I guess I feel the need to please someone everytime.

Also sometimes I find if hard to speak with confidence. Always agreeing to what people say and not give any opinion. I really need to change. I know its not easy but I really need to be someone who has confidence. I'm just afraid of losing her.

Thank for for always being so patience with me. I know at times I let you down over and over again. I'll never give up on you. You really mean so much to me. I wont ever let you down ever. I know its hard but I wont give up. I'll try to remind myself every morning if I have to. Yes I really am in love with you so deeply. Waking up knowing that there's someone loving you keeps you warm all the time. I wanna do the same for you too.

A romance that will never end. I may not be the most romantic guy in the world but I do know how to cook. Although my cooking can be limited but I can learn. Although I may be the most immature guy for you, but I know I wont be forever.

I love you so much <3<3<3

2011-09-05T06:56:00.002+08:00

Why love can be so hard sometimes. It takes 2 to love but love takes time to grow. I'm lucky to have her in my life. Yes.. My one and only girl. But I'm afraid I can't keep her happy. I'm afraid I'm the one who always hurt her. I just feel like dying sometimes. Will she leave me? Will ahe break up? Will she find someone better? These things go through my mind every now and then. What will I do if I lose her? Sometimes life breaks down on you.. You don't get much chances in life. I really apprecite her so much yet I myself can't aprrecite my own self. I know I can't be the perfect guy but I can try to be one. Yes i made mistakes at times. I become lazy and I also neglect her. But my heart for her will never change. I still love her so much.. Even if she leave me one day. I know I'll still love her more than anything or anyone in this world. I just hope she'll know that I'm serious and that no other girl and even my ex can change that. Yet sometimes I just feel down and got on one to turn to. I only got her left. If shes gone. I.. I don't know where I'll be but I know I can't keep her If she's always unhappy. Just so you know, I love you so much. I never love a girl so much.. I hope you still do...

You

2011-09-04T23:24:00.002+08:00

When I first saw you,
You smiled at me,
When I first hold you,
I found someone who understands me,
When I first hug you,
I never knew how much it mean to me,
When I first kiss you,
I knew you are the world to me,

Its because of you,
I become a better man,
It's because of you,
I am your man,

Thank you for everything,
You brought love to me,
Love like never before.
I love you<3

You brought me up,
You're everything to mr,

How hard?

2011-05-11T17:13:00.002+08:00

How hard can life hit on you? When you feel like giving up. Having no one to turn too. She's angry at me, my grandpa is not well, my mom is out of town. I have to work all day. Trying to earn my own pocket money, while going to class. My exams are coming. I have no time to study. After work, I'll be all beat up. Studying from 8.30 till 12.30 and work at 2pm till 9 pm. Only having a few hours time of sleep. Been going through tough times lately. Paint job, assignments, grandparents, study loan, exams, work. How worst can it get? My loan agreement got rejected. And I have to write in a letter to get a new one. Working till late hours till 9pm. Go home for dinner. I'm only free after 10pm and i'll get ready for bed soon. I'm feeling sorry for myself. Knowing that I'm going to lose the one most important person in my life who refuses to talk to me as I had not do things properly, not planning things, not communicating well to other people. Life like a kid. I cant seem to make her anymore happier than before. I've always fail countless time. There's nothing I can do to change the past. But I really want to change how the future goes. My 20 years of my life would have to go down the drain. All my bad habits and the way I talk for 20 years would have to change. But I am willing to change. Its never easy changing someone who is 20 years of doing the same thing over again. But everytime when it seems alright, it would fail in the end. I never do things right. I have been in the dark for far too long. I just wanna give up and give in. I just feel like dying at times. But my dad is gone now and I should not give in. I have to continue to be the man of the house. My family needs me.

I know she is definitely angry at me now. Knowing that I had made the mistakes again and again. I really dont want this to happen. I really dont. I know I have been useless. But I really am changing. Im sorry for everything. I guess I still can change. I guess I still am the kid from last time. Im sorry. She cant be any happier with me. I just dont know what to do anymore. Life is putting me down to the floor. She mean so much to me...

2010-11-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

I will be your man forever, Babe. ♥

My Wish

2010-11-22T00:01:00.001+08:00

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' ?til you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you and the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get

Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish, yeah yeah

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
(My wish for you)

This is my wish
(My wish for you)
I hope you know somebody loves you
(My wish for you)
May all your dreams stay big
(My wish for you)

I Found You

2010-09-08T18:57:00.003+08:00

I found you, yes you. I still remember the first day when we met. It is still very clear in my mind. I remember the day when I stand right in front of you for the very first time, you were so beautiful. I was delighted to see you, would it be love at first sight? We began to talk, interest grew between us and as the days goes by, we grew closer. I knew right away, you're the one for me. I began to fall madly in love with you. No words can express how much feeling I have for you right then. I began to understand what's love is all about again. Every time we would meet, blood rushing through my veins. I would put aside everything else away when I'm with you. Cos every time I'm with you, all my troubles seem to disappear. I felt, I felt like I was free. Free from any burden. Time spend with you would always be printed in my memories. You gave me life again. You gave me something that money can't buy. The emptiness I felt a long time ago has been filled up by the love you gave me.

Slowly, I begin to understand what love is. Love doesn't have to be perfect but love is about being together, through tough times and good times. Love is not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. Its you that I see, its you that I love. Being love deeply have brought me strength, and loving you deeply have brought me courage. I never knew this day would come so soon that I would need you more than ever.

Despite all the bad times we have been through. Mistakes that we never wish we made, but we will be okay if we stay together. As you said, "Hand in Hand, Till the End". Yes, I will love you till the end. I thanked God for finding such a wonderful yet mysterious person who not only brought joy into my life but also gave me the most important thing in this world, that is love. No words can be express by the depth of love that I have for you but I know that we still have a long journey ahead of us. I know we will get through this, together. And when the day comes where our patience would be tested. We will stick together no matter what happens. I would shout to the world that I found you. Cos I love you for who you are, for not who used to be <3 I love you, Then Tze Yee. Always will, always do...

Quotes to think about =)

2010-08-12T11:48:00.002+08:00

You must be the change you wish to see in the world. -

The richest man is not he who has the most, but he who needs the least.

Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of the your life.

The trees that are slow to grow bear the best fruit.

In the middle of every difficulty lies opportunity.

Luck is what happens when preparation meets opportunity.

A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.-

Keep your eyes on the stars, and your feet on the ground.

Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm.

Life’s truest happiness is found in friendships we make along the way.-

Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one’s courage.

Boldness has genius, power and magic in it.

There are three types of people in this world: those who make things happen, those who watch things happen and those who wonder what happened. -

I do it because i can, I can because I want to, I want to because you said I couldn't.

A champion is someone who gets up, even when he can't

In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away -

Live with no excuses and love with no regrets

Feelings change - memories don't.

That which does not kill us, only makes us stronger. -

Every great achievement was once considered impossible.

Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today -

Believe you can and you're half way there.

If you obey all the rules, you'll miss all the fun

Take risks: If you win, you will be happy; if you lose, you will be wise.

You were not born a winner, and you were not born a loser. You are what you make yourself be.

In the end, what we regret most are the chances we never took. -

Until you spread your wings, you'll have no idea how far you can fly.

The only limitations you will ever have are the ones you put on yourself.

Too many people go through life waiting for things to happen instead of making them happen!

The biggest risk you will ever take is not taking one at all

True friendship is like sound health, the value of it is seldom known until it is lost

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I would be at the bottom to catch them. -

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. -

It is by chance we met . . .
By choice we became friends. -

John Mayer - Dreaming With A Broken Heart

2010-06-28T20:41:00.000+08:00

When you're dreaming with a broken heart,
The waking up is the hardest part...

2010

2010-05-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hey.. this post would be my first post in 2010. It has been a very long time since I've touched blogger. Well, this year has been really hard for me with all the stress and emotions especially after my father had pass away. I was never ready when he left. As most of you had already know, he died of lung cancer stage 4 which is an advance stage. The doctor said there was no cure but only to prolonged his life. When I heard that, I feel numb. Till now I still wish I could talk to him more. I thought he would hold on longer for few more months. NO... he didnt. He only had 1 month after he was diagnosed with that cancer. Sometime I wish I could hear his voice again. Life can be harsh. Life..

Dad,

You have always been a part of my life from the day I was born till now. There's not one day I would ever forget you. You will always be remembered by me, sis and especially mom. Thanks for taking care of me for the past 20 years of my life. You've been the best dad ever. I will cherish the moments I had with you. Thanks for everything.

Love your son.

Sick yet high yet tired yet happy yet sleepy

2009-10-23T21:37:00.003+08:00

This is a mix feeling where you get high campur excited darab sleepy tambah tired=RIP This is because I just got my new handphone which was yesterday and I got it when I was SICK! Like hell.. Of all days..

Anyway, I've waited for 44 days for the phone and yes its 44 DAYS! Thats like 1 month and ++. But isit worth the wait? Yes! It is a good phone. One can never be satisfy but I am for now =D

Okay, so I am busy for these few days with assignments and test. The usual stuff. I've finish Contract Law test which was damn hard! Because of insufficient time. The lecturer just told us to start writting... and there I was writting away forgetting how much time there was left.......1 hour later.. "STOP WRITTING" What the hell? Cant you just tell us 10 minute before the test end. I mean you can talk right? Its not like you're mute or something. Am pissed.. but now left Assignments and Presentations.

Assignment can be one hell of a Party Pooper. When you're friends wants to go out, you got assignments to do. Oh well... Presentations too you know. Two presentations coming up. Finals are coming. Good luck to people who are sitting for exams now. Till then~

P.S To all Emo people out there... No one's gonna love you if you dont love yourself =)

Random

2009-10-17T11:47:00.005+08:00

DiGi Campus. I've been using DiGi Campus for quite awhile now. Maybe not that long. Ok, I've been using this for 1 day. And it seems that its better than my Postpaid Plan if you' re just calling DiGi to DiGi.

Well, basically this is the plan rate.

When DiGi says its FREE means its FREE!

-SMS FREE to FnF(Friends 'n Family)

-Call FREE after usage of RM2 per day

-FREE Data Usage after use of RM30 of Data

Its a good plan for fresh graduates like me. Unfortunately, its only for University Students! And to add more bad news, its only for selected University.

Dont know DiGi can make profit anot. Cos I just use for SMS so sms FREE, sure very use little.

Anyway, what happens when you have a dream =D

World's Most Expensive Mansion!

It would cost around £70 million =$120 million = FREAKING RM380 million

Not only that, there is still bidding price and the prices would definitely will go up.

Hey, what more can you get from the world's finest craftsman and the world's most rare materials. Finest residence in England. I guess this mansion is only for Uber-Billionaires!

Issues

2009-10-12T19:23:00.002+08:00

I got an issue. Why cant I just resolve this issue?

New song

2009-10-10T09:12:00.005+08:00

Hey. haven't been updating because of assignments and test coming up soon. Anyway, I just download this software called ACID Express 7.0. It helps you to do music recording, editing and mixing. It's easy to use, even if you've never tried loop-based music creation before. Just pick some loops, paint them into a track and play them back. Any loops you choose work together because ACID Xpress matches the tempo and pitch automatically.

So its basically an easy software for you to use when you want to do mixing or editing for songs. Here's a remix song that I did =D

Its a techno song btw. hope u enjoy it. Click the play button NOW!

Its not the full song cos Imeem only let ppl to preview for 30sec.

For the full song can hear it here FULL SONG

ShutDown.wma - DJ RicC

Wish

2009-09-18T16:17:00.007+08:00

Have you ever wish on something but it never came true?

Have you ever wish that you can be taller?

Have you ever wish that you can be thinner?

Have you ever wish that you can be rich?

Well, I know I do. I wish for many things but all never came true. There was once when I was a child, I wish to become famous but till now I was non other then the typical Godric. Well, you maybe can fulfill your wish if you want... if that is.

Not by Genie (Who the hell believe in genie? Unless you're an 8 year old kid)

Well, not by wishing well (Wasting money only lah, better give me your money then throw in the well)

Not by wishing star (If you ever saw one that is)

Well all those thing never works.. sucks. But I think one way to solve your problem...

HARDWORK!

I mean if you want to be rich, work hard to be rich la.

If you want to be thin, exercise la.

If you want to be a famous singer, start singing la.

If you want to be gay, go find your gay partner la. TEEHEE!

So from now, we must work hard. As we Malaysian always say, MALAYSIA BOLEH! Anyway, I didn't say it will definitely work but it may work. So start wishing!

Happy yet tired~

2009-09-15T14:12:00.010+08:00

I just finish my Corporate Accounting and Contract Law test today. Tired and tireds. I seriously need to have more sleep in order to recover my energy for badminton. But then yesterday I went to MBO cinema in The Spring. As I enter the cinema, I couldn't believe my eyes that MBO seriously looks better than I had imagine. Yes I rate it 8/10 overall compared to all the cinemas in Kuching. I think Star Cineplex maybe needs to do something before all of their customers move to MBO.

Want a preview of MBO?

MBO Cinema @ The Spring!

Here's the Ticket Counter.

The Popcorn Counter.

The Movie Hall entrance. (I like the Oscar Award Statue)

The staircase to the hall (Like those glowing lights on the rail)

Inside the movie hall. (Don't have to worry about tall people blocking your way anymore)

*The seats can be a couple sits as the arm rest can be push up.

P.S the pics I got it from photoborneo.com

Overall, the interior design inside MBO looks elegant and clean cos maybe its new. Oh before I forgot, there's a 3D hall for 3D movies coming up soon. Cant wait!

Anyway, I just bought a new phone... Iphone 3Gs!

Bought it through Maxis. But need to wait 2 weeks cos no stock. Its because Apple wants to control the stock and these Iphones are only imported from the U.S. Bla bla bla.. hope to get it the sooner the better. That's all folks~ See ya!

Bored~!!

2009-09-11T11:33:00.006+08:00

My Streamyx cant online, maybe I haven't paid my bills so I have to use celcom broadband. Good thing about it is that I still have this if not I will be bored away at home.

What about streamyx? It is always faster and stays connected everytime you're online.

But the good thing about the celcom broadband is that, they use Vodafone mobile connect USB stick that u can plug it anytime, anywhere and start surfing the net.

So if you active outside, you can just bring ur laptop anywhere and plug in the celcom broadband. If you're staying at home, just stick with the streamyx.

But sometimes.. you can say that streamyx sucks...

Service can be slow and sometimes down at times.

So...........

Anyway, Im in Swinburne now. Got test on Monday.

See ya~!

Weight problems?

2009-09-09T00:50:00.005+08:00

I have been jogging and playing badminton almost everyday since September 2. Its either jogging in the morning or badminton at night, or even jogging in the afternoon, badminton in the morning.. so this month is going to be jogging... BADMINTON... JOGGING... BADMINTON!

So why bother jogging or having a game of badminton?

Cos its a good way to exercise. My sis before she went back to Russia said that I just sit around the computer and doing nothing but getting fatter. So I decide to show her that I can do it. I do it after she went back to Russia cos when she return, I hope she is shock to see me lose weight!

My aim or goal is to lose 20kg in 2-3 months. Impossible eh?

Yes anything is possible. You just have to set your mind into it.

But there are times when I am lazy to get up to jog but my friend will keep calling me to wake up and it really annoys me when he call during my wee wee sleep time.

In the end I have to wake up to go jogging.

eh jogging is better than those slimming products or slimming session. agree?

RM0.50 compared to RM50 or above.

That will save u a lot of money and you can go shopping with that money once you lose weight =)

Here's some tips on how to lose weight!

1. Eat less carbohydrates like rice but eat more protein and vitamins like meat or veges

2. Drink lots and lots of water (This will keep you full)

3. Go do some exercise! Jog, sports, gym.. you name it!

4. Get a partner to do it with you ( You dont want to be bored doing it alone eh?)

5. Keep yourself motivate by looking at other people's perfect body (It helps me!)

6. Rest more, sleep more ( Your body needs it after those work outs)

7. Eat lots of fruits

8. Follow Step 1 to 7

9. If you miss one step, punish yourself by doing 2 times the one you miss

10. Good luck! ( You need a little bit of luck to go with)

Have fun losing weight!

Movies

2009-09-04T22:00:00.007+08:00

Many movies coming up.. yup and what movies I would recommend you would be...

The Box

What's interesting about this movie is that a small wooden box arrives on the doorstep of a married couple. Those who push the button in the box will receive 1 million dollars. But!!!! If they push it, someone, somewhere in the world will die! Interesting eh?

Here's the link for the trailer --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E93uAKqr31s&feature=channel

Next movie would be.. The Forth Kind.

Its a fact-based thriller involving an ongoing unsolved mystery in Alaska, where one town has seen an extraordinary number of unexplained disappearances during the past 40 years and there are accusations of a federal cover up. Basically this movie is about human being abduct by the aliens. Some clips in the movies are real. Yes.. I mean ReaL!

Here's the link for the trailer -->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVRHOhLP-aA

Then you should watch Daybreaker if you're a vampire fan.

Daybreaker is where almost everyone are vampires. Thus, no one grows old and the search for blood is needed. Then the remaining humans will be hunted down.

Here's the link for the trailer --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayYiMygqlfo&feature=channel

A movie you MUST WATCH!

Law Abiding Citizen

This movie is about a guy name Clyde Shelton. After a home invasion, he is told that one of the criminals who killed his wife and daughter would get off due to his cooperation with the district attorney's office and the other would be put on death row. Shelton seeks revenge not just against the criminals but the entire justice system; he is quickly captured, but Nick Rice, a heroic yet corrupt D.A. who got one of the murderers off, quickly realizes that prison isn't enough to keep Shelton from killing those who kept the criminals from getting the sentence they deserved.

Something like Deathnote if you know what I mean.

Here's the link for the trailer --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w87UlINbcWE&feature=channel

Many more other movies but lazy to blog =] Peace out!

Booh!

2009-09-03T22:11:00.005+08:00

Today I am here to blog. Okay I know I haven't been blogging for a long long long time but I want to blog cos someone wants me to blog ^^

Anyway, this new semester in Swinburne can be very hectic at times with many assignments and tutorial work to do but I think I can do it! I don't want to see myself as a failure. I.....mus...must... MUST do work but sometimes I can be very lazy and tired.

I just did my Forum posting for E-Marketing. I dont know why Accounting courses have E-marketing but whatever comes, comes!

As what people always say before doing something,

Jia You! in Mandarin

Gambateh! in Japanese

Hwaiting! in Korean

Semoga Berjaya! in Malay

Good Luck! in English

So what we all have in common?

We are all ASIANS!

Oh! Malaysia's National Day just past and to think that we Malaysians are patriotic?

Maybe last time, we were patriotic...

From creating Twin Towers to Genting Theme Park...

Malaysia have come a long way since 1957...

I may not be patriotic but I thank Malaysia for National Day, not for me to celebrate but for me to take a break from those assignments and tutorial works =D

HAPPY MERDEKA DAY... opps.. I mean HAPPY HOLIDAY!

Because I'm stupid

2009-08-22T12:29:00.003+08:00

I kind of like this song after I watched the drama..

Watch Boys Before Flowers/ Boys Over Flowers.. nice Korean drama

Love Tips~!

2009-08-17T21:50:00.005+08:00

Need a love tip for your relationship? Let me help with these tips =D

Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.

Once you accept someone for who and what they really are, they will surprise you by being better than you ever expected. LOVE is loving/accepting a person with all his/her strength and weaknesses.

Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.

When two friends fall in love they learn they are meant for each other. When they fall out of love they realize they want to keep each other forever.

Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person who you thought meant nothing to you.

Love is seeing yourself through someone's eyes and finding yourself in somebody's heart.

Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever.

A ball is a circle, no beginning, no end. It keeps us together like your circle of friends. But the treasure inside, for you to see, is the treasure of friendship you've given to me.

Letting go has never been easy and holding on can be as difficult. Yet strengths measured not by holding on but by letting go.

True LOVE doesn't have a happy ending, that's because true love doesn't have an ending.

Men vs. women: Men would rather sacrifice love to conquer the world. Women would rather give up the world just to be with someone worth the sacrifice.

Decision should not be the choice of your heart or mind but sensible balancing of both.

Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feelings are better left kept to yourself, but love has it's way of expressing itself despite the silence.

The happier the memory, the deeper it hurts.

There are so many stars in the sky only some are radiant enough to be noticed. Among those you choose to ignore is the one which was willing to shine for you forever even if your glance remained elsewhere.

It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else... but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

So here's some love tips~

My kind of girl~

2009-08-09T20:32:00.002+08:00

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl...
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy...

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
yes.

2. Smart?
sure!

3. Preferred age?
younger than me =)

4. Preferred height?
shorter lo.. lol..

5. How about sense of humor?
can laugh at my jokes..teehee

6. How about piercings?
earrings? why not..

7. Accepts you for who you are?
of cos la.. lol..

8. Pink hair?
hmmm.. so so..

9. Mushy or no?
half half..

10. Thin or fat?
normal weight!

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
white..

12. Long hair or short hair?
hmm.. both also can gua..

13. Plastic or metal? * cute or pretty ?
Cute and pretty! greedy =D

14. Smells good?
yaya!

15. Smoker?
nono!

16. Drinker?
hmm when i drink with her =)

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
ermm...

18. Muscular?
no way..

19. Plays piano?
yaya!! ^_^

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
if she can.. prefer piano =)

21. Plays violin?
that would be cool too..

22. Sings very good?
doesn't matter..

23. Vain?
at times =)

24. With glasses?
dont mind ^^ quite cute..

25. With braces?
braces is temporarily

26. Shy type?
haha.. i guess im the shy type too =X

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
a little bit of both..

28. Active or passive?
Active

29. Tight or bomb? * hot or sexy ?
sexy~ and hot too.. both i guess!

30. Singer or dancer?
hmm.. lover~

31. stunner?
stun ppl when ppl look at her? woo..

32. Hiphop?
nope..

33. Earrings?
can can!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
no no..

35. Dimples?
dont mind =)

36. Bookworm?
aww.. cute bookworm ^^

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
ppl now use instant messaging =D

38. Playful?
sure! i dont mind ^^

39. Flirt?
with me only!

40. Poem writer?
no need la....

41. Serious?
at times must be serious..

42. Campus crush?
why not? haha..

43. Painter?
paint me!

44. Religious?
christian or free tinker i guess..

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
tease me enough!

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak
maybe when im on9 she can be on9 =)

47. Speaks 20 languages?
woh.. cna can.. no problem!

48. Loyal or faithful?
both?

49. good kisser?
haaha.. ya.. that will be a +++

50. emotional or cool ?
got cute? hmmm

additional *
enter your crusher's name...
so that she/he will know wat u think bout her/him.

still in action....

Forever`

2009-07-05T22:20:00.005+08:00

You always seem to care
As you were always there
Always sending chills down my spine
Im glad that you are mine

I am always waiting for you
As I want to see you
You are like the wind
Cos you were always blowing in my mind

I know you were always shy
But without you I would cry
You are the one who gave me light
So now I wish I could hold you tight

Your lips are so sweet
Till I cant feel my heart beat
I hope one day you could see
That when I am with you I am free

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

What's up?

2009-07-04T00:39:00.006+08:00

Nothing much.. been having holidays for the last 1 weeks now.. how fast is that? I haven had anytime to work out or exercise, or maybe.. just maybe I'm very lazy =D

Just because holiday makes you lazy, it doesn't mean you must be lazy. So i drag myself to blog here. See how hardworking am I now? ^^

I've been thinking what to do during this holidays, work? play? eat? sleep? In the end, I have come out with a PLAN! A plan for the holiday!

You must be guessing what plan I have come out with and its...

PEST!

NO! its not the pest in your house. Dont worry, your dont need PEST control. Its just PEST!

Why PEST? cos you all know PEST stands for Play Eat Sleep Time!

Play Eat Sleep Time is my plan for the holidays! yep.. this sound so wrong. But PEST is my only plan unless you got any better plan than mine? =D

If you wanna use my PLAN "PEST" for your holidays, make sure you ask for permission first.

Cos, its copyright! TEEHEE~ Anyway, enjoy your holidays cos its short! That's all for now! XOXO

P.S. No Rats were hurt during the process of writing this post.

My heaven

2009-07-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

Love you girl, kimi dake ga my heaven
Sing it together
Lalala…
Big Bang
Lalala…
Hey T, let’s do it bro
Go go go…

24/7 itte mirya heaven
24/7 yume kokochi heaven
24/7 eien sa heaven
24/7 heaven let’s go

Yo, maji iu nara sou kimi ga towa no my lover
Everything in the past is like never let go
Never knew that love could come and go just like that yo
Waiting for you day and night in my dreams and go
Summer flow in the night, take flight and glow
That’s forever love
Kimi to iru hazu no tomorrow its gone

Sanzan make love na noni naze kimi wa gone
Ai wa tsukamikakete itsumo
Mata kono te suri nuketa
Kimi dake nanka sukoshi chigau
Unmei kanjiteta noni
Mirai saa
You’re the only one in my life

Aitakute aitakute
Ano umi de matte iru yo
Kimi e no omoi
Asa mo hiru mo yoru mo
Aitakute you are my heaven

Happiness … sadness … tears …

Sky … stars … and my heaven

Kimi dake ga inai
Iro no nai sekai
Dameeji wa fukakute hakarishirenai
Ano hi no kuchibiru mada atatakaku
Omoidaseru noni nasusube mo naku

Oh baby baby, hora, kokoro no naka ni kimi no memory
Oh baby baby, mada karada ni nokoru kimi no messeeji
Tsumenai netsu wo owaraseru youni
Oh baby, furu tsuetai ame

Because of you

Kienaide kienaide
Ano natsu de toki wo tomete
Omoide daite aki mo fuyu mo haru mo
Eien ni you are my heaven

Hey, hey, listen to me

Saigo ni kita messeeji
Gomen dake ja shoujiki nani mo wakannai
Mou ichido soba ni kite ano koro mitai ni waratte yo

Aitakute aitakute
Ano umi de matte iru yo
Kimi e no omoi asa mo hiru mo yoru mo
Aitakute you are my heaven

24/7 my heaven

TRANSLATION

Love you girl only you are my heaven
sing it together
Lalala..
big bang
Lalala…
Hey T, let’s do it bro
Go go go..

It’s the truth if I say you are my eternal lover
everything in the past is like never let go
never knew that love could come and go just like that yo
waiting for you day and night in my dreams and go
summer flow in the night, take flight and glow
that’s forever love

That “you would be with me tomorrow”, it’s gone
Even though we had great times together, why have you gone (**it’s actually “our making love is great” but I’m reluctant to type the words T_T**)
Love has always failed to grab my hands
Only you somehow are a little different
I always felt this was fate
From now on (It’s literately “future” but I think “from now on” would fit better with the next sentence)
you’re the only one in my life

I want to see you, I want to see you
I’m waiting for you by that sea
My feelings for you
Whether it’s the morning, the afternoon, or the evening
I want to see you, you are my heaven

happiness…sadness…tears…

sky…stars…and my heaven

Only you are missing
But the world is so colorless
The depth of the damage is immeasurable
Those lips of that days are still warm
But even if I keep remembering them, I’m at loss of knowing what to do

Oh baby, memories of you are still in my heart
Oh baby, your messages still remain on my body
So that this unable-to-cool-down heat can be stopped
Oh baby, the cold rain is falling

Because of you

Please don’t vanish, don’t vanish
Please stop the time at that summer
I’m still holding those memories, whether it’s autumn, winter, or spring
For eternity, you are my heaven

Hey, hey, listen to me

Finally the message came
There’s only “I’m sorry”, I really don’t understand at all
Just one more time, come to my side, smiling like those times

I want to see you, I want to see you
I’m waiting for you by that sea
My feelings for you
Whether it’s the morning, the afternoon, or the evening
I want to see you, you are my heaven

24/7 My heaven

What if..

2009-06-14T15:48:00.001+08:00

What if you're wrong all this time...

Exam starts tomoro! sigh..

Yamaha Electone 50th Anniversary Concert, Malaysia

2009-06-05T17:59:00.004+08:00

Yup, i went to Yamaha Electone Concert. And you know what? I went for free! It was nice seeing Yashihiro Andoh playing the electone. For those of you who do not know what is an Electone, it is somesort like an electronic keyboard.

The japanese guy from Japan played 10 songs. The song which I liked the most is Into the light.

Here's the song Into the Light...

This is not the performance in Kuching but in Kl. I cant find any video in Kuching yet so I just use this one as video recording is prohibited. No flashes is allowed also for pictures taken also.

After the concert, got an autograph from him and went to McD!

Vids

2009-05-30T12:19:00.001+08:00

haha.. i somehow addicted to this song.. huhu..

Hmmm...

2009-05-28T22:10:00.001+08:00

NA, YI SHAN CHE MEN
GUAN CHU, WO MEN DE LIE HEN
YI SHENG JIU ZHEN DUAN LE, HUI TOU DE LU CHENG

AI, WU FA JUN FEN
YI HOU, JIU LIU GEI NI MEN
YE XU YONG SHANG HAI JIE SHU, AI CAI GENG DONG REN

RONG REN DE REN QI SHI BING BU BEN
ZHI SHI NING KE DUI ZI JI CAN REN
JI RAN AI BU NENG HENG WEN
ZHU FU JIU GEI NI XIA YI GE REN

NI SHI HAO REN, YE SHI GE HUAI REN
DUI WO TAN CHENG, ZHI WEI LE CHAO TA KUANG BEN
BU NENG FANG REN, SUO YI FANG LE
ZHE DIAN TONG, WO HAI NENG REN

WO SHI HAO REN, YE SHI GE HUAI REN
FEN DE GOU HEN, NI CAI YOU JIE KOU ZHUAN SHEN
NING YUAN AI, YI DIAN BU SHENG
YE BU REN, KAN LIAN REN AI CHENG LU REN

RONG REN DE REN QI SHI BING BU BEN
ZHI SHI NING KE DUI ZI JI CAN REN
JI RAN AI BU NENG HENG WEN
ZHU FU JIU GEI NI XIA YI GE REN

NI SHI HAO REN, YE SHI GE HUAI REN
DUI WO TAN CHENG, ZHI WEI LE CHAO TA KUANG BEN
BU NENG FANG REN, SUO YI FANG LE
ZHE DIAN TONG, WO HAI NENG REN

WO SHI HAO REN, YE SHI GE HUAI REN
FEN DE GOU HEN, NI CAI YOU JIE KOU ZHUAN SHEN
NING YUAN AI, YI DIAN BU SHENG
YE BU REN, KAN LIAN REN AI CHENG LU REN

SAN GE REN CONG BU DUI DENG
ZONG YOU GE REN BI XU XI SHENG
NA YONG HENG, JIU DENG TA DAI NI WAN CHENG

NI SHI HAO REN, YE SHI GE HUAI REN
DUI WO TAN CHENG, ZHI WEI LE CHAO TA KUANG BEN
BU NENG FANG REN, SUO YI FANG LE
ZHE DIAN TONG, WO HAI NENG REN

WO SHI HAO REN, YE SHI GE HUAI REN
FEN DE GOU HEN, NI CAI YOU JIE KOU ZHUAN SHEN
NING YUAN AI, YI DIAN BU SHENG
YE BU REN, KAN LIAN REN AI CHENG LU REN

NING YUAN AI, YI DIAN BU SHENG
YE BU REN, KAN LIAN REN AI CHENG LU REN

Food + Ulcer = DAMN!

2009-05-12T20:36:00.008+08:00

Well, im here now to blog so yea.

This is my uncle b'day party which we had in some restaurant. Forget the name =D

The vegetables that I dont really like. hahaha

Another vegetable dish that I only ate the prawns!

The Roast Pork! Always the best in the menu! My favorite.

I cant help it but to take the picture of it.

My uncle and my niece!

You know what my niece said about the Roast Pork?

"keropok chu hao chi!"

Because she only at the skin which is crispy. Aww... lol.

The birthday cake which my aunty made for my uncle =D very nice!

But then very fattening. You know what? I got ulcer and it has been bothering me for few days already.

Its very hard to me to eat, drink, brush teeth, talking, and not to say bathing?

So why doesn't it go away? Go away! =.=

Lazy cat at my grandma house =.=

I know so random but i think im lazy as the cat itself. Having exams and assignments which are due soon. So wish me luck and luck itself.

Bought new air-cond though cos the weather so hot and the old one rosak ki.. lol.

anyway I haven't had time to blog so here's something.

Yea.. not long but its still something ya?

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-10T20:10:00.002+08:00

Mother dear, I appreciate you
Mother dear, I appreciate you
I Love you and praise you
I thank God for you
Mother dear, I appreciate you.

Thanks mom for everything!

FUNNY? COOL? CUTE? 3 in 1!

2009-05-09T23:34:00.001+08:00

I present to you the VOCA PEOPLE

The Voca People is a new international vocal theater performance combining vocal sounds and an acapella singing with the art of modern beat-box. http://lidorproductions.com/vocapeople/ Artistic Director: Lior Kalfo Music Director: Shai Fishman Producers: Revital & Lior Kalfo.

MUST WATCH!

Felt like this..

2009-04-14T21:25:00.004+08:00

Have you ever felt like this before?

Like you dont really care about the things around you...

All you think about is getting rid of this flu and headache...

Having double vision (P.S this is just extra) =D

I've been getting these things almost every afternoon since I was really sick several weeks ago. It totally sucks. I've gone through the normal reasons and I can't really figure it out. (Lack of exercise; probably, lack of water; unlikely, lack of sleep; not so much these days, lack of zinc; of course!)

Anyway, after an hour of sleep i felt better =)

Random!

2009-04-06T20:51:00.010+08:00

Yes, I've finally waken up from my deep deep deeeeeeeeeepppppppppppp SirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrLEEEEEEEEEEPPP --> SLEEP! Am I turning into SLEEPING BEAUTY? or should I say SLEEPING BEAST?

Sorry for the blogging delay as I haven had enough sleep for these past two weeks. Classes, tests, assignments, all have already sap up my strength. So there's no more strength for me left to even blog. Okay.. maybe it's an excuse but at least I gave a reasonable excuse. AT LEAST! =D

(I'll try not to blabber too much here)Firstly , I would like to talk about what happen to me when nothing did happen to me. So what happen? Nothing! Nothing really happen me. Therefore I don't have to blabber too much. Thank God! Hey, if something really did happen to me? Wouldn't it be bad? Would I still able to blog here? Like I would end up in the hospital or I lost a leg or I drop my eyeball. CHOI CHOI! See, nothing really did happen to me after all. So THANK GOD for that! =)

Actually there are many things to thank God for.
1. Thank God that we are here
2. Thank God for our family
3. Thank God for our friends
4. Thank God for our health
5. Thank God for our modern technology (how else would you go to facebook eh?)

Oh and there are new movies coming out soon! Movies like:-

X-men Origins: Wolverine

Angels And Demons

Night At The Museum 2: Battle Of The Smithsonian

Terminator Salvation

Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen

Damn! MUST WATCH MUST WATCH! cannot tahan.. THANK GOD FOR MOVIES!

Lastly, who say you cant be famous in YOUTUBE?

Even a baby can get 80 million views in YOUTUBE! Woots!

Here's some funny video that you should watch...

two thumbs up!

The last video is cute though =)

BACK?

2009-03-16T21:07:00.004+08:00

Hey.. I know I have not been blogging for a long time. So here I am now. So wassup?

My class is very very boring! Yes.. when the lecturer is lecturing away,

what was I doing back there?

Listening of cos! You must have think that I've been a good good boy but.....

Here comes the good part... I was actually listening to the way my lecturer talk..

And I've learn something! I've learn how to speak like my lecturer! woots.. HAHA!

I also got bored that I counted how many times my lecturer said the word'LAH'

But in the end I lost count as my fren was talking to me.. oh well.. =)

Interesting aint it? See how life can be interesting when you know what to do..

There's more! I also have been going out alot lately.. to many many many places..

SHOPPING? yes i did that... SWIMMING? yes i did that too...

MOVING? no.. i mean MOVIES! Yes that too...

OK.. I know I should stay at home and be a good boy but then when the boy gets tough,

the tough gets going.. =D

Oh.. and I also went to this education fair.. know what? I feel old there =(

I think about alot of things too.. Have you ever wonder why people look older when they get older?

Well, according to my theory, its because people usually think that they're old..

Through this kind of thinking, they can get chronic stress and wrinkles and even white hair will start to grow..

Scary?

Dont worry, its not proven yet... I'll do some research and TRY to prove it =D

If its true that is.. haha!

before i forgot, today I have to admit I got scare sitting on someone's car!

Hope this helps... I'll blog again soon ^_~

When you can't sleep...

2009-02-27T02:05:00.010+08:00

Im bored! I cant sleep so I decide to update my blog cos SOMEONE ask me whether I got update my blog or not =D But before I blog, I went downstairs for a snack.

That's right! There's always something wonderful in the fridge waiting for you to discover it. And I did! I finally found myself in heaven when I saw the chocolate cheese cake sitting in the fridge calling out my name..

Chocolate Cheese Cake: GODRIC! come eat me!

Godric: OK OK! I'll get a spoon.

Chocalate Cheese Cake: Eat me! EAT ME!

Godric: Me LIKEY!

And yes I have to take a few bite from it. Who wouldn't? Its triple chocolate cheese cake from Tom's (Located at Padungan area) Look at those creamy yummy cake.. There are three layers of chocolate and the cheese on top (thick cheese!)

You should try it. It's so creamy and it melts in my mouth! Yum... YUM! Its expensive though =.= One whole cake cost around RM100+ But who cares..It looks good.. It tastes good.. It makes you feel good.. Its worth every penny of it!

Yesterday was movie so me and friends when to watch PUNISHER:WAR ZONE. Meet up with a couple more friends after the movie though.. Overall the movie was ok. There were many killing sprees. Non-stop killing.. So I rate this movie a 6/10.

After the movie, we got thirsty so we went to Open Air market, where the market is open in the air.. LOL.

There were four of us. We ordered 4 soya bean and 8 sio bee which we get 2 each. We do care care so that's why we share share. If we dont share? We dont care..

The WRONG thing to when you're not sharing

The RIGHT thing to do when you're sharing

So we've learn our lesson whether you like it or not.. The moral of this story is Sharing is caring.

Laziness!

2009-02-24T23:37:00.004+08:00

Finally after a long time, I decided to blog again. This is also known as LAZINESS. The word LAZINESS according to Wikipedia is a disinclination to activity or exertion despite having the ability to do so. LOL.. It feels like writing an essay now..

Hey, everyone gets lazy now and then. Dont you? So why get lazy? Honestly i dont know because im very lazy to think why people get lazy =D

Anyway, my class is starting next week. And this laziness disease should not get in the way! Its hard for me to not become lazy cos...

we are all lazy people! we love to procrastinate, we find comfort in sleeping, we idle away time as though it were a useless commodity...

So? Dont be a couch potato! how do you overcome laziness? Easy.. Dont be lazy! I know what you're thinking,

Its easy for you to say

but action speaks louder than word..

So i decided to write this post despite being lazy. Finally I've overcome my laziness in order to write this post. See? I did it didnt I?

So to all of you out there who are lazy. Follow my example and take the next step =D That's all for now!

Im 20 today!

2009-02-11T00:22:00.003+08:00

Damn.. i feel very old ardy.. lol.. Im officially 20 today! woots.. there's a 2 in front of my age =X No more a TEENager.. oh well.. life's always moving forward not backwards.. since im 20, there are 20 things that life taught me...

1. Failure is great =)

2. Being open-minded is the key to more knowledge

3. Most people are actually nice..

4. If you can't help others, you can't help yourself.. lol!

5. Enjoy yourself.. Have fun as much as possible

6. Planning is good but so is being spontaneous

7. You have many talents

8. Don't work hard without rewards

9. Money does bring happiness =D

10. Someone always has it worse (sometimes there are millions of other people having a worst day than yours)

11. You'll need others!

12. Words and thoughts control everything (never say you're goin to fail!)

13. Inspiration are everywhere

14. Junk food will come back to haunt you =.=

15. Make time to pursue your passion, no matter how busy you are.. serious..

16. The people you make friends with are so much more important than your job or the things you buy.

17. All that time you spend watching TV is a huge... huge waste of time.

18. You gotta stay active.. exercise!

19. You must create and look for opportunities.

20. You can change the world! Cool aint it?

Any more question? feel free to comment

Guess that's all for now =)

Finally!~

2009-02-07T20:29:00.005+08:00

Finally my phone is fix =) now no more using lousy phone.. cos so lag one the old phone..hehe.. Anyway Im still sick la.. Like all sick ppl i have to stay home and rest but then... I knot just sit down and do nothing.. so i get up and move around.. there goes my chance to get well.. and Im still coughing over here.. if i counted how many times i cough throughout this week.. I think its approximately 100,000 times.. every minute will have about 20 times.. every hour will have about 1,200 times and then 1 day will have about.... lets say i am awake for 18 hours so its about 21,600 times! WOW! And Im sick for 5 days so its about 108,000 times of coughin.. woots! Thats alot coughin for me.. I just love maths! Dont you?

Sad

2009-01-24T19:11:00.002+08:00

Its been a sad day for me.. When my grandpa was walking down the stairs, he started to felt dizzy. All of a sudden, my grandpa fell down and drop in the drain.. There was blood all over.. Luckily its was just a few bruises and scratches. nothing serious.. Hopefully he will recover fast..

*Wish you would get well soon Kong Kong...

Secret Valentine

2009-01-22T19:42:00.002+08:00

This is what happens when you got nothing to blog about so here it is..

Secret Valentine
by We The Kings

Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine
we're finally intertwined
nervous and shy for the moment we will come
alive tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

lay down be still
don't worry talk they will
i'll be loving you until
morning's first light
breaks tomorrow
i'll take care of you tonight

secret valentine

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

when guilt fills your head
brush off rise up from the dead
this is the moment that we
will come alive
brace yourself for love
sweet love, secret love.

We'll write a song
that turns out the lights
when both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside
don't waste your time
speed up your breathing
just close your eyes
we'll hope it's not for nothing at all

WootS~

2009-01-08T14:29:00.005+08:00

Today theme is woots! why? i also dunno.. haha.. Anyway its been quite awhile since i blog. So here's what i do these last few days hardship =D

Firstly, i leveled up my character in perfect world to Fairy level! Yes! i have been playing online games to pass times.. rarely went out though.. back to my topic, finally after killing boss for few hours =.= my hard work has paid off! For those of you dont know what's perfect world,

Perfect World is a MMORPG developed by Beijing Perfect World Co.,Ltd. and published by Cubinet Interactive Sdn. Bhd. Perfect World is set in the world of Pangu where three major tribes, Humans, Winged Elves and Werebeasts coexist. It is a world of magic and high fantasy featuring the Chinese creation myth as its backdrop and leveraging on a rich and diverse oriental setting.

*Click to enlarge

So what did I do besides playing game? not much.. went to mc D almost everyweek =.= you can never be bored with Mc D. How can someone resist such temptation?! Look at those juicy burgers and crispy fries with every satisfaction from every bite!

Big Mac

Looking at it makes me hungry now. Damn.. no wonder everyone is lovin' it. ^^ Oh.. Im not just eating right cos Im sleeping right too. How? sleeping at 3 or 4am everynite of cos. haha.. I mean how can someone sleep with the big mac still digesting in your stomach. My goodness Im gonna be fat by end of this month if this keeps up.

Sleeping and eating makes you fat already but what if you sitting for few hours watching some korean drama with handful of snacks beside you? WOOTS! thats' where you get fatter! Yup, Im watching korean drama nowadays. When you bored, you can do crazy things.

I remembered when i was still in primary school, at that time my mom was always watching her favorite korean drama and she wouldn't let me to watch my favorite cartoon program T_T I...I swore that time never to watch any korean drama ever again but now? MY gooodddddneesss.. korean drama is very addictive or maybe im just bored but still my childhood promise for myself have been broken. =X

Im no more a man of my word.. I've broke my own promise.. I've.... become like Pinocchio!

Oh well, what done has been done. There's no way you can go back time. And who never break promises huh? unless you're some perfect person who never lied to yourself and be cool with it ^_~

Back to where i was, I've just finish watching Ip Man! Sounds like ape man but its definitely a guy's name. Its about a true story this guy who lives in Fo Shan(somewher in China) and he defend the honor of the chinese people. Kick those Japanese butt. Overall it's one cool kung fu movie which I rate 4/5. You should watch it.. Ip Man is the master of Bruce Lee btw. Thats all for now. =D

Happy 2009~

2009-01-01T02:14:00.003+08:00

I wrote this poem to have a new start.. I hope I can forget her... sigh..

I feel so stupid..
To fall for her..
I need a love cupid..
Just to be with her..

Everytime I tried..
She doesn't seem to care,
Everytime I cried..
She is not aware,

It hurts like hell..
but I try to stay..
Although I may look well..
my heart still burns away..

Even if I cried all night..
She would never know why..
If there's another light..
Then I'll say goodbye..

I'll pray one day..
That she may find someone...
I'll find a way..
'Cos Im done.

Anyway.. Happy 2009! Hope everyone enjoy 2008. It has been a great year. Many things had happen.. Meeting new friends, old friends. Celebrating christmas together. It was fun though. My new church have been build. Finally after waiting for 2 years or more.

Hope this year would be different. May 2009 be one cool and exciting year! Chinese new year is coming. So? Buy all your clothes already? Oh well..

2008 is gone and Im getting older and wiser.. I hope. haha.. Guess that's all for now.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Got tagged?

2008-12-31T10:43:00.003+08:00

RANDOM!

1. Where would you go if someone sponsor you an air ticket?
WAH! of cos i would choose KOREA! Maybe cos i watch too much korean drama =D

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
Sleeping.. you can't live without it..

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
For me, money cant buy your way to heaven.. can it?

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
Something that can make me rich, healthy and famous =D

5. Things you can't live without:
Food! We live to eat.. hahah..

6. What are you afraid to lose?
Lots... losng love ones...

7. If you win 1 million dollars, what would you do?
Give half to my parents and the rest spend it to myself! Rm500K is still alot for a student like me...

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
Dream of performing on stage.. haha..

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey.
funny, open and kind ^^

10. What makes you happy?
frens and family.. hate being lonely.. do you?

11. What type of person do you hate most?
dunno.. i try not to hate..

12. If you have a super power, what would it be?
power to do anything i want! cool..

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
er er.. honestly money =D but happiness is important too so i dunno!

14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
Everyone!

15. If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
Im not gay.. =.=

16. Who's the last person who hugged you?
I hug myself... sad..

17. What is one thing you want to do badly now?
honestly.. i dunno..

18. Who are you close to?
family lo.. duh..

9. Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him/ her?
i tried.. sigh..

20. If you can do one thing all over again, what would it be?
being a kid again...

7 things that scare you:
-losing someone you love
-being alone
-heights
-dieing
-pondan =.=
-horror movies
-getting hurt?

7 things that you like most:
- computer
- my bed
- my handphone!
- my clothes
- my shoes...
- eating
- listen to music

7 important things in your room:
- bed
- my boaster
- my specs..
- my drum sticks
- my air con..haha
- money =D
- my blanket!

7 random facts about me:
- fat =.=
- lazy
- lame..Lol
- love to sleep
- poor
- blur
- emo? haha

7 things I plan to do before I die:
- try to fulfill my dream.. lol
- get a big house with a big swimming pool with a big pool table and a big tv screen
- get a BMW 5 series happy liao.. not recon!
- go marry the person i love..
- go korea n japan!
- get rich by the age of 21 =D
- to try every food i see

7 things I can do:
- i can walk
- can also talk.. true wad
- play games
- can eat
- can sleep
- can use every part of my body
- can do anything that is possible.. =.=
*funny question.

7 things I can't do:
i can't..
- sleep so early
- speak korean or japanese =D
- be a loser
- hate.. maybe ^^
- lie the fact that i lie.. lol.
- help people financially..
- cry like a baby..

7 things you're attracted by the opposite sex:
- cute!
- independent..
- friendly..
- funny..
- lovable.. haha..
- understanding..
-caring..
*Can i add more? =D

7 things I always say:
- chicken! lol..
- aisi..
- dun stupid la.. hahah..
- meh hai =.=
- tua pao la...
- knn.. swt
- aiti...

7 people to do this tag:
anyone i guess..

MErRy ChRisTmAs!

2008-12-24T15:46:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas to my lovely family
Have a wonderful Christmas. May god bless our family.
I love you all!

Christmas eve!

2008-12-24T09:09:00.003+08:00

Its been quite awhile since i blog. Im quite lazy honestly. But since someone is reading so I blog! So what's up? Yesterday night was singing and karoake-ing at friends house. The funny things was, there was no lyrics to sing to so we just sing! =X

Before all that singing, went to eat at JnJ Corner. Ordered burger, roti canai, banana *kuih*, curry puff, french fries.. all that for two person! damn.. My friend of mine so greedy ordered so many la. =.=

P.s. some of the food were thrown to the cat to eat =D see.. we didnt waste the food.

Oh.. we went to spring the day before the day before yesterday! know wad i mean? =) means its Sunday! The spring was not that bad as there was performance by Goodness fellowship. Dancing singing yoyo-ing <-- seriously, there were people performing yoyo tricks. Dancing was great but the singing was great even though Im away when there was the singing part =D And ate big big ice cream again. So cheap ma. Rm1.50!

Anyway, today's Christmas eve! Goin to have dinner tonite. so see ya! Merry Christmas!

Still feeling sick

2008-12-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

Im still feeling sick! yes... The medicine really dun work at all or maybe im not eating right or sleeping right. Haven been staying up late these few days. Cant sleep with all the coughing. Sleeping has been hard for me, talking has been hard for me, walking has been hard for me.. okay maybe not walking but sometimes its hard to talk as you keep coughing and the throat hurts.

Anyway, I went to spring today and I ate a big big ice cream. lol. no comment on that. i didnt know why i ate that ice cream even though im still sick but oh well. since everyone is eating them so why not? *cough cough* also, its 17 dec already! Time pass really fast. why dont time pass faster during exams and slower during hols if you know what i mean. haha.. *cough cough* sigh.. been coughin and coughin again.

Questions (I got bored)

1.What do you want for your birthday?
hmm.. being with friends and family? =D

2.Are you missing someone?
guess there's no one to miss...

3.When was the last time you went to the mall?
Today!

4.Are you wearing socks right now?
Nope.. why would i?

6.Have you been to the cinema in the last 5 days?
naw.. hahah.. its been few months since i went there..

7.What was the last thing you had to drink?
plain water... healthy drink you know..

8.What are you wearing right now?
shirt, pants? and dun forget underwear! =X

9.What's ur last purchase?
BIG BIG ICE CREAM! hahah..

10.What was the last food you ate?
Salad.. huhuhu

11.Who would be the person you would call if you were up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep?
call? dunno..

12.Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
dont think so.. so broke lately..

13.Do you have a pet?
want to have one though..

14.What made you laugh in the last 5 days?
friends... ^^

15.If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
be somewhere got alot of food one.. food heaven!

16.What is the last thing you purchased online?
er er.. forget lo.. purchase game point? hahaha...

17.One thing you hate about yourself?
dunno.. u be the judge?

Sick..

2008-12-15T10:57:00.004+08:00

I've been sick lately.. having fever and flu makes life more difficult.. have been sleeping for 13 hours now.. i thought the medicine i ate would work but it looks like my sickness is getting worst... anyway i don't know what will happen to me now... hope i'll get well soon.. cos im having dance practice tomorrow..

Im sick! sick mentally and sick physically.. sigh.. I guess i dun wanna be emo now but i think i still like her though.. i wish i could tell her how i feel but i guess its too late now..

It takes 3 seconds to say I love you. Three hours to explain it and a lifetime to prove it.

Guess i'll go back to bed now..

Stellar Kart

2008-12-09T14:15:00.003+08:00

This is song is foryou who has no place to go.. who has no one else to care... who thinks no one understands you.. but there's still someone loving you!

--- Songtext----

Me and Jesus

When there's nowhere else to turn
all your bridges have been burned
feels like you've hit rock bottom
don't give up it's not the end
open up your heart again
when you feel like no one
understands where you are

Someone loves you even when you don't think so
don't you know you got me and jesus
by your side through the fight
you will never be alone on your own
you got me and Jesus

After all that we've been through
by now you know i've doubted too
but everytime my head was in my hands
You said to me

Someone loves you even when you don't think so
don't you know you got me and jesus
by your side through the fight
you will never be alone on your own
you got me and jesus

Hold on to what we got
this is worth any cost so
make the most of life that's borrowed
love like there's no tomorrow

Tag!

2008-12-09T13:25:00.003+08:00

8 people to tag:
Anyone!
You!
Him!
Her!
We!
They!
THem!
ME?

8 things I’m passionate about:

Drums
Basketball
Music
Dota =D
Food and more food
Music again? haha
Sleeping!
DREAMING!

8 things I say too often:

chicken.. lol
meh hai >.<
Ngaiti..
Hiao hiao..
don lie..
so stupid.. haha
Sui pian ni la..
sweat..

8 movies I have watched recently: (forget ardy leh)

Ironman
One leg kicking
Enchanted... something
money no enough 2
*forgot the rest =D

8 songs I can listen to again and again :
Hold on (Stellar Kart)
As long as you love me(BSB)
I want it that way(BSB)
I lay my love on you(westlife)
About a girl(the academy is)
I love you ( Joanna Wang)
Life is good(stellar kart)
I still(BSB)

8 things I learnt in the past year:

Love hurts
No one cares but God cares
*lazy want type out

8 places that i like going in Kuching

Airport Mc D or KFC
Siang Siang
Jalan Song
Cyber Cafe =.=
Basketball court
Church
Home
Frens house

8 things that you'll be doing today:

Sleep
Eat
Do this tag
Go out
Dota
Online?
Go sleep again

Dream =D

8 things i regret doing this past year:

being lame? lol
liking her =.=
Being emo
Eat too much
Less exercise
Forget off modem when lightning strikes =X
being not serious in everything
*but always live a life with no regrets ^_~

Holiday?

2008-12-02T23:12:00.006+08:00

Im sure all of you are wondering what's happening..
So...
Yes its holiday for me...
yes I just finish my exams..
yes I got lots of free time..
yes I got tons of things to do..
Also yes Christmas is coming..
And yes Im lame =D

So what have I been doing after my exam on Mon? NOTHING! I think my holiday mood has not come yet. Why? Cos I dunno why.. Maybe life's not that exciting at all. haha.. Okay maybe i went to CC! Cyber Cafe! Not for drinking coffee but to play game! lol.. there's no place to go anymore in Kuching. Can you imagine how small is Kuching? Its smaller than you think it is..
Anyway, are you....

Proud to be Sarawakian ??

I've received an email about this PROUD TO BE SARAWAKIAN , is very funny but still meaniful. Guys and gals , better check it out. I don't know who started this , but i think this guy got GUTS Here we go ...........

"WARNING! this is an uncencored post"

IGNORANT fellas asking STOOOPID questions about SARAWAK.

Sarawak Flag

our symbol, horn bill bird bird

Q: Oh, you are from Sarawak! *eyes wide with excitement* So far away! How you people come here ah?
A: See this?

Everyone can fly..

Q: Oh, like that! So back home, you people live in trees ar?
A: I live on trees. Not in trees. MOTHAFUCKA

my house

Q: You guys have electricity or not?
A: SESCO, mind you.

SESCO building in Kuching

son of a BITCH. do we have electricity?

Q: Kuching got airport or you use boat go Johor?
A: I use BUS

Miri Airport

do we have airport?. Kuching International Airport

Q: How long if I take bus from Singapore to Kuching?
A: Serious SHIT! You're one hell of a stupid idiot! F8CK YOU.

Go la. Use your fucking bus to cross South China Sea

Q: Over there got what car?
A: View below

which car you want? WTF

Q: Got road or not?

A: Shits. WTF.

do we? do we? have road? hahahaha..

Q: Sarawak inside Sabah, right?
A: You fail Geography ka?

Q: Eh? Sabah Sarawak not the same meh?
A: You really SUCKS in Geography

Q: Kuching how big ar?
A: As BIG as your BALLS. What the f*ck. You really need to learn Geography

Q: Kuching got a lot of cats hoh?
A: Bullshits. Do you have common sense? LANgkawi, a lot LAN JIAOS lah? Kuala LUMPUR, a lot LUMPUR lahhh!?

Q: Sarawak got Malay?
A: I wanna KILL you. You learn HISTORY?

our great CHIEF MINISTER

Q: Sarawak people can speak English?
A: What the f*ck. If not, how am I going to answer YOU, YOU BASTARD?

Q: You people from Sarawak use Ringgit?
A: No. We used Barter System. WTF!

we practice that. FUCK if you believe it!

I'm proud to be a Sarawakians. I hope I've just cleared the shadow and shallow mind of some IGNORANT fellas.

Shocking Effects Of Exam Stress On Students

2008-11-28T11:35:00.010+08:00

Stress? Pressure?

Stress stress stress.. that's all you can have when it comes to exam.. Evidently the stress is starting to tell, as my head started to think of more lame jokes...

Lame jokes such as this..

Q: Why didn’t Doraemon respond when Hello Kitty makes a joke?
A: Because Doraemon has no ears!

Is stress really that scary? YES! This is what stress can do to you....

click on the picture to ENLARGE!

Shocking? Yes..

Why? Dunno..

How? Also dunno...

So the best thing is to get is a.... ANTI-STRESS KIT!

Its easy to use and you even can make your own ANTI-Stress kit...

Why wait? Try it now before stress gets in your way =D

Hmmm...

2008-11-19T19:33:00.003+08:00

I love you, say we're together baby, you and me

I can only give my life and show you all I am
in the breath I breathe
I will promise you my heart
and give you all you need if it takes some time
and if you tell me you don't need me anymore
that our love won't last forever
I will ask you for a chance to try again
to make our love a little better,
ooh...

I love you, say we're together baby,
say we're together, oh
I need you, I need you forever baby, you and me

You say you hardly know exactly who I am
so hard to understand
But I knew right from the start, the way I felt inside,
if you read my mind
and if you tell you don't need me anymore
that our love won't last forever, no
I will ask you for a chance to try again
to make our love a little better

I love you, say we're together baby,
say we're together, oh
I need you, I need you forever baby, you and me

Remember when you used to hold me,
remember when you made me cry
You said you loved me, oh, you did, yes you did

I love you, say we're together, baby, say we're together, oh
I need you, I need you forever, baby, you and me.

I Love You - Joanna Wang

Hey~!

2008-11-10T16:58:00.006+08:00

Harlo! My life is getting confuse more and more everyday. Sometimes I wish I can turn back time to change the past. I need a time machine! Is there any time machine for sale in Kuching? Is it me or is it her? Anyway, SPM is tomorrow! Yeap.. for all those who sit for SPM, I got Two word for you! Good LUCK! Good luck to my friends who's sitting for SPM and good luck to me.

Two more weeks is my exams so I may or may not die of exam pressure. This calls for...??????????????????????

EMERGENCY CHOCOLATE!

Yes we all need this. Needless to say, this is the cure for exam pressure. Hey, the label says so.

Label: ‘For immediate relief of: Chocolate cravings, Lovesickness, Exam Pressure, Mild anxiety and Extreme Hunger. Directions for use: Tear open wrapper, break off desired dosage and consume. Alternatively massage into the affected area. Repeat dosage until finished. If symptoms persist consult your local confectioner.’

Well, I guess I have to stock up those emergency chocolate before its too late!

BACK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-07T19:13:00.006+08:00

Hey hey hey! Im back from the dead! Okay maybe not from the dead but from not blogging! Anyway its been awhile since I last blog. Guess some people still asked whether I still blog or not. Oh well!? Life's tough and busy. Or maybe Im lazy!

So what's up? My exams are coming soon. SPM are coming soon. Presentation is coming soon. Oh wait! Its tomorrow! Damn. Sometimes I wish if only life was as easy as ABC. But its not easy as you think. Let's say life is as hard as 10^5 x 10^10 + Infinity - 10^10 =? without using calculator.

Maybe life's not that tough after all. Maybe there's a meaning to life. Or maybe there's more to life than life. Know what I mean? haha.. Well, this is my life and Im going to blog it right here! So this is my come back post. Hope this gives you a preview of what is to come!

SEE YA!

~*Never Ending*~

Tiring

Finally

Secret Recipe to Life

You

How hard?

My Wish

I Found You

Quotes to think about =)

John Mayer - Dreaming With A Broken Heart

2010

Sick yet high yet tired yet happy yet sleepy

Random

Issues

New song

Wish

Happy yet tired~

Bored~!!

Weight problems?

Movies

Booh!

Because I'm stupid

Love Tips~!

My kind of girl~

Forever`

What's up?

My heaven

What if..

Yamaha Electone 50th Anniversary Concert, Malaysia

Vids

Hmmm...

Food + Ulcer = DAMN!

Happy Mother's Day

FUNNY? COOL? CUTE? 3 in 1!

Felt like this..

Random!

BACK?

When you can't sleep...

Laziness!

Im 20 today!

Finally!~

Sad

Secret Valentine

WootS~

Happy 2009~

Got tagged?

MErRy ChRisTmAs!

Christmas eve!

Still feeling sick

Sick..

Stellar Kart

Tag!

Holiday?

Shocking Effects Of Exam Stress On Students

Hmmm...

Hey~!

BACK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Never Ending~